The End

So why did I come back here after years of afk-ing away mindlessly?

The basic gist is I was reading a friend's blog i just found stowed away. Reading other people blogs are fun especially the older posts, you can like recall their history somewhat. Its a really good way to get a hold of judgement on other people. So I told her I found her shit and bzaam she blocked it off and I cant read it anymore.

Not really a big problem. its their blog so there needs to be some semblance of privacy. So I went ahead and read some other blogs and realise about this one...

Mine

After what 4 years?

Weewwwwwwwwww I read through my old post and its sooo cringey and childish I almost want to delete some of them. It was sooo badddd... I cant emphasize enough how horrible it is. Its like letting a 12 year old with the vocabulary of a high school teen and ask him to rewrite Illiad.  Well there are some gems in there, apparently people want to read about the Foundation Course in Puncak Alam. So at least people try to research what they are getting into the future so good on them. There are some bittersweet moments in there too but IDK its a mixed baggage full of rotten and fresh apples.

I dont know why I stopped, probably has something to do with moving a lot back on forth to Sarawak takes a lot of toll on you. Its just 600km but damn its tough one even by flight.

Looking at some of the stats apparently some groups of people collectively typed my name specifically 'luqman fadzil' into the search engine... THX A LOT GOOGLE

Well at least there is not many content here in the blog to be scrutinized. One thing that this shitty thing actually helps me is actually writing uniquely, my own style with my own story just to separate myself from others which helps a lot if you are into literature or stuff like that because I like writing in English more than Malay.

I like to see myself that I finally outgrew that old husk of mine, and seek out a better future instead while keeping memories bad or good in my mind.

This post probably acts as the conclusion of this blog. There will be no more posts since I am lazy / busy whatever they called it. I wont delete it and just let anyone read it freely cause there probably is something good in there somewhere.

I think its finally time for this blog to finally rest itself....
Cheerios!

A Quicky 1 Hour Early New Year Update In Between 2014 And 2015

Hello there all of you wild snowdogs...

This will be a quick one since I am lacking most of my usual resources... (Internet, Time, Credibility, Humour and Food...)

2014 has been a great year..
Or rather quite sad actually...
There has been some total bulldrek and 360 rotational changes in my life but mostly it has been for the better...

Some were questionable enough like how I got myself so far east that I jetlagged into boredom most of the time...
Well...

At least new year is an hour earlier here so 'suck it' to those who still were waiting for that to happen...
Hehehehe...

I got my christmas gift that I bought for myself because im such a horrible loner from Zalora so that was a thing...

Go give them a visit...
A really wonderful site...
Also credit to @mysterywoman in getting me those stuff...

And thats all I think...

Wait for me in January since it is going to be a hectic week for me here...
Busy with massive stuff...

Hoping 2015 will be a great year!!!

Thanks for reading...

Why Zalora Promotion Is The Solution For You!!!

Have you ever forgotten to buy the presents you need for the ones you love especially for that special occasion that you always forget because you somehow have short term memory loss for this kind of thing?

 

Have you ever had your girlfriend who won’t quit nagging you to death just because you forget to buy her that specific shoe with her specific size at that specific store?

Or maybe you don’t have one because you always sit on your luxurious chair and the only thing you do is watch violent and gory movies on the internet and play scrabble with strangers you met online. (A.K.A forever alone)
~Insert Burned Images Here~

But don’t worry because we have the perfect solution for you.

Zalora

Recent study shows that 80% of women likes men who shops at Zalora with them

Of course this screenshot might be forged but who cares…
(It is always true because I said there was a research made and it is on the internet now and whatnot…)

So go to Zalora now!

And go get that thing that you were supposed to get…

Or buy something nice for yourself…

Cause you look horrible…

Seriously you do…

Do spend all your savings and live homeless for the rest of your life... ~TripleWinks~

Kbye…

Disclaimer: This post is a promotional collaboration with Zalora Malaysia to promote their end of the year sale… Any opinions of the author which is me might be affected by the deal… I decided to do go on with it because I like their shop a lot and will gladly help them out with anything… Chow

Credits to @MysteryWoman

And @Zalora

The Transition From ASASI (Palam) To Degree (UNIMAS) PART 1

For those who know me...

I studied at Palam (Puncak Alam) under the Asasi programme for 2 semester... ( A whole year)

It was a whole different experience for me and it was quite fun rollercoaster of a ride...

And now I got into UNIMAS under a degree programme for Computer Science...

But I'm not gonna talk about all the list of bullshit I did there... (It will be 10 pages long full of dull and boring stuff)

What I will be talking about is how both of the experience at these places are the same..

Before we get to how similar everything is, lets point out the differences first.... (which will be marked in blue)

The college here is old... Really old... At least for 8-10 years at least...

How do I know that?

Because THE FREAKING LAUNDRY MACHINES DOESN'T TAKE NEW COINS...

It's irritating... Annoying... and a bloody rip off... 
(There is no warning sign that says it only takes old ones)...

I don't know about other colleges but the laundry machines here is useless... And with the price of RM3.00 per wash...  Waste of your time...

Other than that...

The scenery is better...

And the road traffic here is almost non-existant....

Expect no buses too... 
(Every 30 minute interval which serves no purpose actually since it goes nowhere worthwhile)
So you probably have to rent a car just to go outside UNIMAS to Kota Samarahan or Kuching itself which is quite a pain actually....

Food is also a lot more cheaper here...
Idk the reason for that but it's a difference worth noting for...
There is also a lot of freedom here...
You can date wherever you want...
Wanna date under a bridge? CAN
Wanna date on a bridge? CAN
Wanna date on a lake? CAN
Wanna date at the cafe? CAN

Another thing to add is the amount of exposure to different other religions, cultures and ethnical diversity which actually makes a lot of difference which is something that is very lacking in UiTM I guess...

So the first month here is actually a fun experience for me...

Although it feels like i am missing something...
Probably because I feel very lonely here...
I try to accustom my self to this new surrounding...
And there seems to be progress...
Albeit rather slowly.. 

It feels very hard to forget about the past and move on...
Maybe its just me...
Maybe distance doesn't matter at all...
Maybe closure is what I needed the most...
Well i'm not getting it now i guess...
Who cares right?

I think that is most of it...
I'll probably add more and edit this post if there is more...


























AND STAY TUNE FOR PART 2!!!
(Cause I'm lazy and probably busy with assignments at the moment)

SHAMELESS PROMOTION!!!
Follow me @luqmansukatido at Twitter and Instagram
Or add me on Facebook or whatever social media sites that has my ID on it...
Chow noobs...

I'm Leaving On A Jet Plane...

Just pictures...

  Don't know when I'll be back again

Nothing more to add...
Cya in a week or so...

Insight Into The Thoughts Of A Slightly Obese Fat Kid

Yes... I acted irrationally like a fool...
But do I deserve to be treated like this?
Like a stranger...
It is like we have never known each other...
You accuse me for acting like your ex-boyfriend and I get it...
Maybe I did...
But what you are doing right now...
Is basically the same shitty thing...
It is just a cycle of lies and accusations...

Him...
That out-of-nowhere-guy who appears out of thin air...
I just want to smack his face down on the ground with my fist...
I dare him to show up in front of me with that smug face of him...
After knocking him down unconscious...
I want to whisper to his ear...
And congratulate him for ruining our relationship...
He ruined our friendship...
We could have been more than friends...
We could have been something special...
In fact...
I could do it right now...
Just go ahead and spam his social media accounts...
But did I?

I could have done all these things I just wrote...
But did I do it?

I didn't...
It is not ME to do these horrible things...
The only thing I could manage to do is just stare at this blank monitor screen...
Refreshing...
Watching silently...
Avoiding contact...
It has been 2 months...
I could have easily pick up my phone and say "I am sorry"...
Now the only memories I have of you...
The things we did together...
Is tainted with his presence...

But as I watched closely...
I see them interact with each other...
They are both happy...
They laughed at each other jokes...
Just like what we used to do...
And all those inside jokes that we used to make...

I remembered reading somewhere...
A guy wants to go to Paris or somewhere in a train...
Somewhere very far away...
He carries a pair of gloves...
He dropped a glove on the platform...
He realized he is missing a glove when he sat inside and starts to move...
Later on as the train is about to leave the station...
He drops the other glove onto the platform...
That way...
The other person who finds the glove...
Can just have the pair...

                                                                        ~The End~                                                              

Woaahhhh.... Hold on...
What is this??
What is going on??

~So before more questions is being thrown out..~
This is a new segment for my blog that I think I like to do for the rest of my free months before degree
I still haven't found a name for this segment yet so feel free to post me some ideas

So all those stuff i randomly write is basically my dreams
Yeap those are my real dreams turn into majestic short stories
I jot down notes after i woke up each morning in my phone
They might be based on true stories and some are just plain old fiction
But they are really intriguing and I love writing these
Its like an expedition into my brain
I might write more next week
Comment and follow me and give me feedback
And as always...
Thanks for reading~~~

Why friends should not become lovers... (A lonely malay post)

Wow...
Months gone by and I actually gone back into writing again..
Probably for the best since it has been hectic these past months...

This will probably be a short one...
Time is gold right?
And I dont shit gold apparently since I am not a Lannister... (Try to guess that reference nerds...)

There is this small comic I found when I was blog surfing and it is pretty funny...
It was drawn and written in Malay so probably foreigners who barely visit my blog might need a little translation or two...
It is quite funny and somehow struck deep into my heart...

Enjoy...

Nazha Anua @ Kartunster <<< Check the site out!!!

2014 Is Here... For Arsenal... And A Few Memories Of 2013...

Woah... It is waaaay past New Year...
What have you been doing you lazy fat bas%#^#???

I have been getting these questions a lot and it is way past my bedtime curfew here at home...
But the holidays is nearly over and I am getting bored...

Since everyone is posting a lot in New Year...
I am going to do it 1 day late...
So I will have all the fame for myself... Heh...



Anything happening lately???
Duhhh...
Arsenal is on top of the ranks as they gone into new year that is for sure...

Why is the sudden interest for football???

I have been supporting Arsenal silently during those trophy-less years...
And I think this season is the right time for the Gooners to rise up and give their full support...

Woot Woot...

Lets just hope Arsenal keep their fluid tempo and play fantastic football and keep all of them goals coming...

So far...
2013 have been a blast...

A lot of things happened...
Good things...
Bad things...
Sad things...
Really...  A lot of things...
New adventures with a whole new party...

And a dozen few dungeons had been explored...
(Might do a recap in another post...)

As for now...
2014 looks much more fun...
Maybe I should try and grab one of those newly released PlayStation 4 since it looks like a good console...

Other than that...
It is the same old me...
I know it is already late but...

It is late... Ignore it.... Lalalala

A quick primary school memory recap...

Back here again...
I am posting every day now... Wow...
Addiction to blogging...
What can I say...
I am pretty good at this...

What do I bring this time...

This thing still exists...

So....
It is a clock...
The only clock I had during my childhood era...
Because in the old 90's era...
We dont have smartphones...
Or phones that even have alarms...
We had this ancient technology created to wake us from our slumber...

This thing has high sentimental value to me...
And it is in the safe hands of @AthirahBudiono ...

So how does something of high value gone into a hands of another girl...

Back during primary school...
I was quite a jerk...
And a non-sociable guy...

During our senior final years...
There was this event where you draw names and exchange gifts...
I totally blanked out on when it was suppose to happened until that morning...
Somehow the panic button was pushed as I frantically trying to scavenge for anything...
So here is the list of those wonderful items that I manage to consider..

• That ridiculous clock up there...
• An old phonebook...
• A mug that I used regularly...
• A really old HG Wells novel The Time Machine... (It was first edition that my dad bought so she ain't getting that)

And guess the winner!!!

Yes...
That ugly horrible Ikea clock...
It was pretty expensive if I remembered correctly...
It is cheap nowadays...

Wrapped with newspaper with the most horrendous way of wrapping with the most unintuitive way possible with a bottle of glue somewhere in there and no gift card...

Thinking back on what happen that day is going to make me crazy...
I was really an asshole as a child...
There I said it...
I will admit that more than anything...

And for her to keep that hideous thing after all that...
Is really amazing...
Thanks for keeping it...
It actually means a lot to me...
<3

Since it is really hard to do this weekly or any time at all...

I think that I might do this on every post like I did on the last one..

Maybe just one for today...
The lucky winner of the day is...

http://cahayayuni.blogspot.com/

~Written in English~

Back from the Dead with a new hobby!!!

That was quick...
Everyone thought that I just went MENTAL but no...
I am still here...
Running away from people of course...

Fact is that I dont want to meet anyone even if something terrible happened is incomprehensible by other people...
I just need a timeout...
Not another few comments or messages saying how ignorant I am of my surroundings...
Maybe people just dont get it... ~sigh~

But ignore all of that boring bull$%# and lets get on with something that I had in mind for a few weeks now...

STALKING!!!

Now...
Dont jump on me and start to accuse me with terrible things...
Stalking for me is an art...
It means I care for it enough to justify my ridiculous actions of reading other people blogs
(Yeap... Just blogs... OR FACEBOOK / TWITTER / INSTAGRAM )
So to whoever out there that deserves this special attention from me should take a moment and think of it very carefully...

I might do this weekly...
Or monthly...
Or yearly...
Look... I do this when I have the time to spare...
So dont blame me if this fails miserably...

So what does it takes to qualify for the list???

• It has to be a blog...
• Males can make the list if there is any interesting to read...
• Attractive females is a top must...
• Written in English or Malay...
• It is my list... So any objections is rejected with a really Smug Face...

Warning...
Some of the blogs are written in old good Malay language...
I am really sorry for any foreign readers who are interested...
Some may have not been active for a long time...

Lets get to it then...

Lucky number 1...

http://littlegreendavinci.blogspot.com/
I really like this one a lot...
Mostly because I met the author 

during my Muet Speaking Test...
She was in her school debate team...

~Written in English~

http://aainaaqila.blogspot.com/

A future dentist...
Really want to meet the author...

~Written in English~

http://cyfaaziz.blogspot.com/

Well...
I did say the attractive ones deserve a spot...
Wink*

~Written in Malay~


The last one of the day....

http://lifeofusea.blogspot.com/

That cat... =_=

Made the papers...
Damn you CAT!!!
I want to be in the news too T_T...

~Written in Malay~

No Males???
Hehehehe...
GG noobs...
More in the upcoming weeks...